Heaven In earth

Its been 23 years, I am living at this place.. My home.. my heaven In the Earth.
Its been an place where I Played , shared , Cared , Learned , Loved , Hated etc etc, ,
Its the best place I ever enjoyed in earth . . sometime I ignored it too. .

Can't find the better place to recollect my memories. . my past life.. My real happiness . .
My childhood days . . The days I have been with my uncle . . My best soul ( But I lost him years Ago ). .
Those are my best ever days I enjoyed other than my college . .

Might be it is an old building..  but still kinda new for me.. everyday on earth. .
The best ever palace I ever seen in the world. . And I am the queen in it. . its my home. .
Apart from the wishes to leave you (my home) soon.. for better comfort . . but cant accept the fact. .

The lovely kitchen , may be its small but still loved the place and yummy food from there. .
my little bed room where I have spent almost 23 years in life.. I gona miss you my bed. .
Gonna miss the compact space and comfort you gave me. . The best place to sleep anytime..

My memories are more than the numbers of bricks used to build this home. .
now its time to leave you and go. . Can never believe am going away from you . .
Never missed an place like this in my life time.. my home is always an best place in earth. .


Will Miss You My Heaven !!! 

Slice Of My Life

I believe in family. . .   I believe in simplicity . . .  I believe in yummy goods and handmade lovelies . . .  I believe in great books, cozy homes, bubble rainy baths, and freaky dressing . . .  I believe in my golden rule . . . 
I believe in natural, healthy living . . . I believe in strong love and relationships . . .  I believe in god. mostly, I believe in being happy and living for moment . . . This is a Slice of my life.   - Vinee

Knock Knock Am Looking To Marry !!!!

Well.. Do you think.. The title is quite strange,,,  Of course it is..!!

This is the quote which came to my mind.. When I think of the  “ MARRIAGE SYSTEM “  we follow in INDIA .

Young girls.. As in girls when they pass 22, 23, 24.. its always been an procedure they are supposed to follow to get married

Step 1 : Take an photo (Where physical appearances plays an role)

Step 2 : Pass to matrimonial websites , Relatives etc etc.. (Gosh ! does it sound the girls are being promoted.. we are not products…)

Step 3 : Prepare horoscope.. (Where an unknown guy tells about my future.. sounds funny…)

Step 4 : Learn cooking . .blah blah blah.. Mom always says most important is cooking.. cooking  jus an basic  necessity not an major criteria.. (I feel at times are they preparing me as an full time servent for someone.. lol.. )

Step 5 : Status , Educational Background , Looks, caste . .Dark or fair ..

Step 6 : Highlighting the positives of an girl . .

Step 7 : Finally set to sell..

Well.. I do agree with this.. but does not it sound.. how foolish is the idea to find an life partner who is gona be heart and sole of the girl.. As fa as I concern.. Marriage is all about truthfulness, love , care, emotions, understanding , Ofcourse money is important.. a good job.. carrier match..

Am really confused.. Where is all our mind.. what are we looking for in the name of marriage ? If the procedure continues.. INDIAN girls have to keep an banner on hand telling “KNOCK KNOCK I AM LOOKINGTO MARRY” 

But what does it deal with the horoscope.. status , caste, color, .. I really don’t understand..!!!! Does it favoring all the couples. Some do stay happy jus by luck.. many do stay happy by sacrificing . . rest are on the entrance of Court for DIVorce. Its time to think .. Time for the freedom to choose the best.. and save the rest of the life.. GIRLS's Wakeup..

Ridiculous but still it’s an truth.. !!

Others . . .

Love is what we expect in life,

Some love life as it comes,

Many love life as they take it,

Few love life as if they were born to love,

Others ? ? ?

Happiness is what we need in life,

Some may live happy for the moment,

Many may live happy for a reason,

Few may live happy ever,

Others ? ? ?

Sadness is what we face in life,

Some may be sad all times,

Many may be used to be sad,

Few may never bother be sad,

Others ? ? ?

Obstacles is what we get in life,

Some may dare to face it,

Many may discover it,

Few many overcome it,

Others? ? ?

Pain is what which remain in life,

Some may kill pain to be happy,

Many may enjoy pain as a part of life,

Few may face pain with guts,

Others ? ? ?

Success is what we attain at last in life,

Some may get it by luck,

Many may get at last by hardwork,

Few may be born to succeed,

Others ? ? ?

OTHERS are those who lack in what ?

Do they lack in hope and confidence ?

Do they lack to believe in god and destiny ?

Others are none other than those who is

in search of their existence and fail to

live life for the moment...!!!!

Others are those who experiment life,

Not all the discoveries are successful..!!!!

Thanks To All

Over the dark space in earth,
Over the dark day and night,
Over the silent days of life,
Yet I had a place to be secure,
That was in my mom’s womb!
Thanks to my “Mom”

It was a place I had my space to live,
I had my time to grow my heart and mind.
Was constructed with bolts and nuts,
Oops! Am sorry nerves and veins,
It was a perfect building, sorry Body!
Thanks to my “Almighty”

It was a time I celebrated my childhood,
Out of my journey I was like a free bird,
Was like a cute little angle for all around,
I thought god made my life so special,
I was loved, liked and pampered by all,
Thanks to my “Family”

It was a time the knowledge played a role,
I was forced to learn stuff which I dint like,
I did all just to follow my life’s path,
Marks were said to be my life rather love,
My mistakes were forgiven with love,
Thanks to my “Teachers”

It was a time when I started to learn,
My wounds were no longer paining,
My wishers were no longer satisfied,
And I was no longer wanted by all,
All thought me, who I am now,
Thanks to my “Teenage”

It was a time I lost the world in love,
I was I added meaning to my life,
My long awaiting dream were satisfied,
I loved life to the core when I was being loved,
Thanks to my “Beloved one”

It was time I thought to hate the love,
All hated me for what I did,
Rather ‘To love’ was what they thought me,
Life thought me everything other than love,
Thanks to my “Preachers”

It was a time for where responsibility begins,
Was applying lessons on my life,
Found living for money is not worth my living,
I had everything but was not happy,
It was a time I realized I need care,
Thanks to my ‘Instinct’

It is a time I am thinking for whom I live,
It is a time I realized that I need love,
It is a time I found no one is with me,
It is the time I recognized who I want,
It is a time I gonna live life for me..!!!
Thanks to ‘Me’

Day One Of My Life!

It was a sunny day.. September 8th of late 1980's..! almost all were there around my mom! i was in a safe place where no one was around me. I was alone.. no one to accompany me.. I could here the voice of many people who wished to see me..! i dont want to pain my mom for my appearence on this earth..! but god dint allow me. she screamed in pain , i wished she should be safe but god wished to give her pain inorder to make her life more beautiful and meaningful..!
I made her suffer for long. she wished to see me very desperately. but god was waiting for the right time. it was a fine tuesday, all in hospital..! waiting for a little baby.. waiting to welcome one more member to their family..
but it was only my mom and dad.. who wished to see a proof of their loving life.. who wana add more meaning to their existence of their life and it was approximately at 11:47 am. the crying sound of a baby entered the ears of my loved ones.!
A lady with a brigh smile peeped out of the room and told, its a "Beautiful Baby Girl".
it was none other than me!
I was cute, i was plumpy, my eyes yet to open and see the world. I was so special.. loved by all.. the queen of my family. made everyone smile of my existance.! (wish i could make it forever).
And at the end of the day, god had send me a message to earth telling, its time to face my life.. and parents are just to guide me the path. its time for me to start my drama in this world and play my role as a true loving human.!!
who the hell knows that Is my Existance worth in this world.!! i have to grow.. grow and still glow..!!!